HOLD MY HAND. I'll take you there,
Somehow. Someday. Somewhere.
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I'm a 19 year old Fashion Junkee from Angeles City Pampanga. Been a blogger since I was 13. Frustrated singer & dancer and a hopeless romantic.
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Sunday, June 20, 2010
I wanted everything to stay the same but feelings fade and people change. I'm better off alone. I never really wanted to admit it. You tell me everything, I want to believe you. I want to believe everything you say, cause it sounds so convincing, but how am I suppose to believe your words, when your actions are totally different? In fact, they are the exact opposite of what you're saying. If you wanted me, you could've had me, but seriously, I don't want to be second best anymore. For a second there, I actually thought I moved up a spot. Then I realized how temporary I really am to you. If this is how it is, I don't need you in my life then. You want me to understand, but no, you NEED to understand. Understand, I'm a girl, doing this was already a very big step for me. Understand, I'm a happy person, lately you're just putting me down. I'm sorry to say all this, cause I'm not strong enough to say it to your face, but, I AM WORTH IT. You just couldn't see that because you're too busy getting another girl's attention slash flirting with another girl. But I did what I could, it wasn't good enough for you. Then again, I'm nothing to you. And I am so fucking stupid for even putting this much effort into something I was never sure of. We were nothing.
- Erin Macnamara 06-20-2010 9:47pm
If I were rain,
I was drizzle && he was hurricane.