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Tuesday, June 1, 2010 simplyxerin 0comments

Ayaw kong masanay sa mga bagay na alam kong kaya ko namang wala sa buhay ko.

"Masarap mag mahal pag mas mahal ka ng taong minamahal mo."
-Yan motto ng mga taong siniswerte sa pag-ibig na nagmamahal at nasusuklian ng tama yung pagmamahal nila sa isang tao. That sadly, I didnt get. I think?

Hindi ko na alam kung ano ba talaga. Come and go kasi. And feeling ko pinapaasa lang ako na ayaw na ayaw kong ginagawa sakin. I've always been telling myself na "ayaw ko na", pero hindi ko mapanindigan. I just love him so much and its really hard for me to let go. I really needed someone to talk to, buti nalang gising pa si Mommy Jho. (nanay-nanayan ko since my elementary days in LMSI) I asked for advices because I know nang-galing na sya sa ganitong situation. Actually, nangyari na rin sakanya before when she was in HS so I guess I should trust her with all the advices she gave me.

"You are young and beautiful. Madami pang dadating na seryoso sayo. Ittreat ka na daig pa sa prinsesa. Pag nag mahal ka, 60% sayo 40% sakanya, wag mo ibuhos lahat para di ka masyado masaktan. Ang ganda ganda moh noh! Pwede ba!" - mommy jho.

"AYOKO NA" ; Parang ang daling pakinggan diba? Pero ang hirap hirap gawin. Its like sinasaktan ko lang sarili ko if I try to stop myself from loving him. Pag ako yung lumalayo, ako yung nasasaktan. Altough sobrang gulong gulo talaga isip ko if I should stop nalang because I feel na nagmumukha akong tanga na umaasa sa wala. Or Go lang, dahil yun nararamdaman ng puso ko. :(

Dami kong tanong na hindi ko matanong dahil natatakot ako sa magiging sagot. ANO BAAAAAA. Bakit pa kasi nauso ang love.

"The truth is, I can live without you. I just dont want to."
♥ ♥ ♥ Erin Macnamara *6-2-2010 4:29am
If I were rain,
I was drizzle && he was hurricane.